PocketMatrix

Going to college in the morning. L8r guys... or not

I really want to leave PocketMatrix, but this place is like crack-cocaine. And I really don't have anything better to do at the moment, it's just so easy to type in pocketmatrix when I'm sitting in front of my computer . I think I'll get a job while I'm in college, depending on what my class load is like.

I'm going to not come to PocketMatrix for a week
Same plan as I had before, except I hope to extend it at the end of every day after a week to see how long I can go without PocketMatrix, and hopefully never come back.

On a side note... NyIll's last post I saw was that he was going to try to commit suicide again, and... he hasn't posted since....
Someone try to call him on the phone, look him up in every white pages you can find. Jadam I know you're relatively close to him. Please... his name is Anthony Guido

http://forums.pocketmatrix.com/viewtopic.php?p=98876

He lives in Westchester, NY, I think

Bye Moosey

he's alive, he's just on his cell phone.. talked to him last night.. he's looking for apartments outside of ny...

whew, that's good

You don't have to leave PM Moose, just cut down a bit on posting here. Only post 4 or 5 days out of the week at max, and only spend 30 minutes per day at max on PM. Otherwise you are spending way too much time on PM, and your life is integrated into finding out who said what, when it doesn't matter. If an astronaught was in a spaceshuttle with only an internet connection as his only entertainment, he would go insane. And alot of us are acting like a trapped in space astronaught.

A few weeks ago I was posting like 20+ posts a day, and I became flat out annoying. Pluss I felt like crap, sitting on my butt for hours reading and refreshing PM. Lately I've only been posting maybe 4 posts a day here, and I feel good. I think PM can be stressfull and not good psychologically, when valued as something important in your life. It's a frickin message board, but you can really get wrapped into it like a MMORPG.

Oh and I hope NYI is alright. If you're reading this NYI, then keep your head up high. Things will get better. And PLEASE PLEASE, go see a therapist. You really need someone to talk to everyday or at least a few times a week that is trained to help you. If all of the sudden you get depressed and you feel like there is no way out and the world is closing in on you, then you would have someone to call. Just please remember, that THINGS WILL GET BETTER. If you have family, then you should talk to them about your problems also. But it's best to find a good psychologist and become friends with him/her, because sometimes your family will not understand. If you're low on money and can't afford a psychologist then sell your stuff, get a bank loan, or something, because right now a good psychologist is worth more to you then anything you own.

Live, damn it! -Ken Hayes (TechMage)

Dont see a professional and dont talk to your family about all your problems. It will only piss you off cuz they will never understand.

exactly.

funny, i was just about to post that the accomodation stuff came in the post today. i'll be in lawrence tower, floor 4, room 10, if any english honeyz wanna drop by.

i coulda sworn lawrence tower was female only... but now i cant find where i read that... maybe they ran out of girls to put in there and i'll be stuck on the fourth floor with 11 women.

MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

on a side note i was thinking of getting a webcam...

*applause*