I had the absolute best time at this Easter Party of mine today. The girl I'm attracted to, she arrived nearly an hour early, so I was able to talk to her a lot before hand, and then she and I were both hired to manage the Pepsi Wagon (we get a Pepsi Wagon from the Pepsi plant about 10 miles from our house for the party) and that was just great (this is in a maybe 12 acre open field right up to a 5 acre section of creek that we've got a rope swing into and you can go tubing on, just to set the scene). She and I talked the entire time. She was even joking around that I let her do all the work because I liked to stand at the back and watch her bend over to get the ice (which I wasn't, but her saying something like that in jest means she was ... "open" to the idea

But i was in the back because everyone was asking HER to fill up their drinks and because I was doing all the lifting and changing of soda canisters). But right before dinner we were relieved of our Pepsi Wagon serving duties so we could go eat and she and I just hung out together the entire time, got in line to get food about 45 minutes early. So that part got kind of boring, some of her friends came along to talk to her so I just drifted farther and farther away looking over the food then finding some friends of my own to talk with. When the food line opened she kept looking at me like she wanted me to butt in line next to her, but I just stuck with my friends ... when she was done with the food line she came back up to me and told me she had found us some seats somewhere, and I told her that I didn't want to impose on her by butting in line when I had drifted away and she really thought that was cool, but told me that I am never an imposition

. While I was with my friends in line they were all asking if she was my girlfriend because my brother had said she was. I had to tell them no, but they all thought she was really cute. After we were finished eating I offered to throw her plate away. Then we went up to look at the desserts and two people whispered to me while standing in line if she was my girlfriend. I responded in the negative and they both told me how cute she is, like I don't know

. While we were getting desserts her father came up behind us (I know his father well, he wants me to hook up with her) and he had seen us walking around together and said "Are you trying to put a move on here?" I didn't respond, I had "ya, on these nice desserts" here in mind and I should have said that. She said "Of course, dad" in a disappointed/indignant tone is how I'd describe it. Just kind of sarcastic. After that we kind of got seperated a little, which I think was good because I don't know how long I could keep up whatever it was that I was doing. About 45 minutes later I found her again and she called out my name when she saw me walking in her general direction. She left soon after that, she was pretty tired.
It was just a great, fun time, and it's the longest I had been around her and I really felt comfortable around her. Shy but comfortable. We went to see the people swimming in the hole and she asked me I was going to go in. I said no, she mentioned that she always brings a spare pair of clothes to the party (we have it every year and she's been there every year I can remember), and I asked her if I could borrow a pair and she dared me with "ya, sure." It was just a really great time.
We're both going away to college (although she said she was going to visit me, seeing as how it's only 8 hours drive away she said), and we're not going to see each other much for quite a while and I just don't want to ruin something now when, maybe, I can wait and have something even better with her later. But it was an great time. It would have been a great date if not for the missing goodbye kiss at the end. But I can wait for that. Her parents both love me and hint at me getting together with her practically every time I see her, and I know that she is somewhat attracted to me. Her dad has hinted at it ... my MOM has even observed to me that she occasionally glances at me and grins when I'm trying to not do the same to her. But again, I can wait. I just ... feel like she's going to be a part of my life, somehow, eventually, and I can wait if that's true in the least.
Just thought I'd add my latest LG experiences since I haven't had much to say around here lately. I really shouldn't share this at all because it's just something ... I don't know. Nevermind. Vive la Libromuchacha
[edit] WOW, this thing is HUGE after I posted it. I'm sorry.