by James S » Apr 23, 2003 @ 12:43am
Guys, I'm a wreck. Struck with an ailement of clear cause but with no remedy. I can't sleep. I'm lost to pondering at every hour. I've run every word spoken over in my head a score of times. What can I do to encourage the wellbeing of piece of mind which has been of late void from my consciousness? For three nights I have lucidly dreamt of such lovely events that upon my awakening to naught of them my mental stability becomes ever more emaciated. Such games as these which I have been playing in good heart have now become the cause of my emotional torment! Peace and tranquility be with me I pray, yet, alas, they are not. I know of the only remedy to my anguish, yet that is the one thing I cannot and must not do, importance and earnest livelihood depend on it. I am doomed, it would seem, to live in such anguish until a day in which a proper time can be communed upon. Has anyone knowledge of a remedy other than that of which I speak?
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