by James S » Mar 16, 2004 @ 4:56am
Sitting around due to lack of confidence, not BECAUSE you're OVER confident.
I think that that has been my problem, recently. I've been uber-trigger happy and have been getting myself into uselessly miserably situations. The minute I said 'screw it' three girls popped out of the wood-work that I had never even thought about. Of course that's got me even more trigger happy because it happened so soon... I've just been really sketchy for this last month. I went out to the overlook on the top of the mountain Saturday night with three girls and propositioned 2 of them for sex, jokingly but still that's not me at all. I've got a lot of junk to take care of, I'm really out of whack right now. (It was pretty funny, though. One of them said that was too big of a leap for her, the other said only if I loved her for who she was and not for her body ... I was in the mood for frivality, so I really couldn't quantify either of those qualifications ... luckily. I probably would have gone through with it and messed up big time, the mood I was in.)
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